Saturday, August 14, 2010

More than a woman

"When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things ... " 1 Corinthiains 13:11

I am on the eve of turning 28 years old :gasp: and I am still striving to live up to this scripture. At this point in my life I've finally got a clear picture of who I want to be. Now just gotta do it.

Relationships? Over it. Lol. Not that I plan or want to be single for the rest of my life (fingers crossed). But that whole dating just to date thing. Soooooo 2009. I'm at this "unchildish" point where I want every relationship in my life to be CLEARLY defined (subliminal) and to have meaning. I just truly no longer have a desire to play around with fake friends or wannabe boyfriends. No thanx!

Work? Yea Over it! This will be my last job (by God's grace). I know most people are content working to pay their bills but... Yea not this chic. I have every intention of becoming an author that is able to take care of herself and her family through her gift. I understand now that I am not like everyone else and will never be happy just punching someones clock. I am happy for the experiences I have had but this too is coming to an end.

Family? We all we got! When I say family I am not necessarily talking about blood relation. Family to me are those people who have and will be there no matter what. People are so stuck on "blood" that they don't appreciate folk who are there and they don't have to be! In my life more often than not its my friends whom I go to when times are bad, not my 3rd cousin (no offence)

So in conclusion ( I hate when I write that but it seems appropriate). I'm living my life to live again and while I'm here I'm gonna live it to the fullest!

-A

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